~Just Partly Won~

By Michael Auguste
(Used By Permission)

In pain these words I pen this morn
This evil, dreaded, hated friend
This torture that for years has torn
And smiles with such an evil grin

With each new day it visits me
A second shadow stalking near
A burden that will always be
That tries to instill so much fear

Sometimes it likes to laugh aloud
And when it does the pain's intense
So hard to bear that ugly laugh
So very hard to keep my sense

I'm weary after all these years
Of pain that never goes away
But I won't let it loose my tears
I'll fight on yet another day

Much more intense it's lately grown
So much in fact, I stifle screams
The hurt goes all the way to bone
But I won't let it steal my dreams

It stole my legs, now tries to steal
The beauty I keep close to heart
And though this hurt will never heal
It will not steal my poems and art

You hated friend, bring on your chair
The wheels that now replace my stride
You've won the legs, I do not care
But from the fight I will not hide

Pack up, you've played your silly game
In part you won, but lost the rest
You took my legs and left me lame
I will not let you have the best

You cannot take the stars from me
The nights, the sea, the sunset breeze
Intact they are and out of reach
This medicine that gives me ease

Just partly won, I said and meant
So foolish are you, wasting time
You fought so hard, the battle spent
And here I sit still making rhyme

My art and beauty do I keep
My smile and all I cherish most
Not once a tear you saw me weep
To me you're nothing but a ghost

( Note: Even though the following poem is not a PN poem, it holds so much inspirational value that we elected to include it in with the PN related poetry)...

They're Breaking Dawn

The shadows run as dawn comes forth
Night's cloak pulled from the sky
The birds on wing in morning song
The earth breathes out a sigh

Another day in life I have
A gift that's given free
To be who I have always been
Or find the best in me

Perhaps today to cause a smile
Bring hope to someone's heart
Or hold a hand and share a hurt
And of their strength be part

A canvas blank, I hold the brush
It's really up to me
To paint this day in loveliness
Or just to let it be

Perhaps to show my friends I care
And how in me they live
To share the love I feel for them
That they so freely give

Much like the dawn, dear children are
So fresh and new, the best
A ray of hope to shine in them
Today this is my quest

They're breaking dawn, I'm sunset old
The world they soon will own
It's up to us show the way
For soon they will be grown

Like sunrise diamonds on the sea
Their youth is to behold
It's up to us that all of them
Be treasured much like gold

Please light their paths and give your heart
Show courage never fails
That even grownups make mistakes
Be wind that fills their sails

Michael Auguste
(Used By Permission Of The Author)
michaelauguste@hotmail.com

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